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Went out with B today. 

Bought materials from Made With Love to make his Christmas present (which I hope will turn out fine).

It'll be made with love for sure! ^^

PS: Tyki just stepped on the expensive paper D':

Update

Hi.
I created a lock screen wallpaper for myself today... to keep away those people who touch my phone without permission.

Anyway! Today marks the first and last day of Mid-sems. Yes I only have one paper and it's term break! Whooo. Went for a sushi buffet celebration with the usuals after the paper.

Meeting B tmr, can't wait! But we're running out of places to go already. Emotional...any kind souls with good suggestions?

On a side note, Christmas is around the corner so I foresee a huge hole forming in my pocket. Plus I don't know what to get for Christmas gifts. The season of giving sure gives headaches!

 

This term break will be busy for sure. Meet ups with old friends (keeping my fingers crossed that it won't be awkward :( ), getting our projects done, etc. I don't really like term breaks actually, because it isn't exactly relaxing. I can't have fun with the projects weighing me down! But then again, I guess everyone needs a break for now.

Paranoia

If paranoia is a kind of insecurity, I swear I'll be the most insecure person ever.
A simple comment on a facebook status or a tweet can get my mind working all night. The first thought that comes to my head will be: "Is it talking about me?"
Even if that person is someone I couldn't care less about, I still can't help it. I'm programmed like this.
Born this way. It's not that I'm thick-skinned and think that the whole world revolves around me, it's just how my brain works...

I hate my paranoid self. And hate is merely an understatement. Can't remember how many times I wished to be less paranoid so that I can give myself a break. It really doesn't feel good.
The worst part is whenever I feel paranoid, I don't really tell people about it much because again, I'm paranoid that they might think I'm being lame or "just being paranoid again".

Besides this, I'm really self conscious. Whenever I make decisions, the first thought that comes to me will be "What will people think of me?"
Like clothes, bags, hairstyle, etc especially. These things give me so much headache. I wish I could be like those cool girls out there who wouldn't give two fucks about what people think of them.


I think it's only then that I can be truly happy and worry-free.

Helpless

I LOST MY THUMBDRIVE. FUCK.

Anyone saw a small little green pouch with an elephant please let me know!
My thumbdrive's inside. :( It's a small pink sony one. 4GB if I'm not wrong.
Folders inside are "Ting" and "Tyki".




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Walking Dead

I believe every HTM student now is a walker.

OMG, damn tired! Finally completed my final individual assignment, thank god.
And it's not done, I have accounting test on next Monday, which I've just realised I only have like 4 days to revise. Helpppp
But yea, I know everyone's going through the same thing and JC kidz prolly have it worse than us so yea, still glad that I chose poly and HTM. Not whining. :)

So I'm trying the updated blogger now, and it's really quite complicated but somehow it seems nicer. And I get to track my page views! Hehe, just realised my page views count is not one per day (from bev). I can even check where my traffic sources are. Cool shiat.

Right, now I'm waiting for my SafeAssign report to come out. Need to print and attach to the hardcopy of my report. Seriously...damn lehcheh.
I wish the student guides can be clearer about what is required. It's so tiring to have to make amendments to our assignments a few days prior to submission date.

And ouch, backache from sitting at the computer for too long. :(

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Hello there.

Can't believe I finished two of my assigments during the weekend. But it didn't come easy; slept at 5am last night and I can barely keep my eyes opened now!

Man, everytime I blog I feel like I'm talking to myself and maybe bev (my only reader).

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Hey, how you doin'?

Currently rushing my culture project, then I'll get started on my TTB then finally CSIT.
So drained from the zoo field trip earlier on that I'm kind of brain-dead now.
So here I am, side track abit and I'll get back on my assignments!

Talking to b on msn never fails to cheer me up.
Sigh why are you so humorous. And why do you think you can't make me as happy as others could?

Silly boi.

Anyway, since I'm here, might as well blog a little about the zoo trip.
It's actually a back-of-the-house field trip where we can see the animal hospital and animal food preparation locations and stuff. Quite disappointing actually? Because we paid like $23 and we didn't really get much exposure to the actual process of both the animals getting treated and fed. Not that I'll be interested to see some cute cuddly animal getting operated on but hey! I'll like to see how their food is being prepared!

Ok, some pictures for you.

Candid shot of us doing Cy's signature pose. Jo got it tho.

Ma gurlz~

Here's bev for you.

And the famous White Tiger!

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TADAHHHH! RAWR~

Just kidding, the real one's below.

But the Elephant Parade Festival thing is really cute! Many different painted elephants...you can actually see another one in the background.

My expression now when I think of all the projects and assignments. ^

SINGAPORE ZOO, Y U NO BENGAL TIGERS?! So much prettier in my opinion.

Oh we went to this animal hospital information center place and there were specimens of fetus of aborted animals!! This is actually a hedgehog. Although its aborted it still looks really cute.

HAHA, I told him to give me a scared face and this is what I got. ^

And here's me with another painted Elephant. Pink this time, so cute. I look really weird btw dang :(

Alright, that's all for now, till then!