Sometimes I wonder if it's my expectations. Am I hard to please? Failed relationships have destroyed close to all the confidence I have to make things work. I am so conscious of everything I feel that I keep questioning myself. And more often than not, I find myself pulling you down with me, into this emotional shithole. I'm not tired of being in a relationship, I'm not tired of you, I'm tired of myself.

Is it too late to change? No it's never too late. I need to be more focused on what I want.